Life with out Glee

I want to sing

I get this feeling every so often when I watch a musical or a show like glee, which I can't think of any others.

But seriously I wish it was completely acceptable to just break out in song whenever you want

I also wish

a. I could sing very well

b. wasn't scared of singing in front of people

c. Be on glee

d. or a showchoir

I have followed Glee Since the beginning and now my summer has no more Glee to look forward.

GossipGirl doesn't come back until this fall :(

Trying to watch all of Lost has lost my attention

Solutions: aka my alternatives

download all the Glee Music to comfort me :) re-watch Glee on Hulu :) & Find new shows

I have been catching up on 90210 very addicting

Also The Secret Life of The American Teenager is back on. Yes the acting is terrible, the word SEX is mentioned 928372373653732312 times a show. Yet it entertains me

And Pretty Little Liars new show on ABC Family, not a very family show, but very intruiging and unexpected I am tempted to read the books but I don't want to know what happened.

Download more music to have as my background music of the movie of my life currently playing in of head.

Work out more woot! woot ! lost 5 more pounds.. bet I gained it back with the 5 slices I ate yesterday. Yes I am ashamed, very ashamed and will never eat Pizza again (lies)

Bought books on sale for $0.50 at Suffern Library, been reading Memoirs of a Geisha

Go on random excursions drives with friends as we are both bored

yesterday I discovered Peirmont, NY very cute quaint town :)

Not having a job gives me tons of freetime

too much free time idk what to do with myself .. thus blog

Goal of the Summer: Catch a Squirrel make it my pet train it to do sneaky things for me

Oh that and find someway to make money that isn't illegal

Till Next time :)

About Me

Hello world :)

I have decided to start my own blog so I have an outlet to share my thoughts and vents for the day. I always tried to start a Diary or Journal when I was little and never got past the first page. I am going to try to write this as much as I can.

So a little about me. I grew up in Queens New York and moved up to suburbs for high school, now I am in college at Rochester Institute of Technology studying Chemical Engineering. I am the oldest of five my 10 year old sister, 3 year old brother, and 2 stepsisters. I have an amazing boyfriend Bryan <3>, we've been together for two years since my junior year of high school April 18th 2008.

I am a dreamer, I like to think that things are going to turn out beautiful and many times am struck my real life. I love to shop and which I wasn't so broke so I could shop more. I love bohemian kind of clothes, lots of colors, and unique things. I love accessories. I want to get a job working for a cosmetic company, preferably l'oreal making makeup and such, and a sweet spending money for shopping :). I am a complex creature, as many women, I am friendly, loud and shall express myself, I can be shy and afraid to connect to people, but love being around people. I wish I was artistic, I wanted to be a fashion designer but though Engineering would use my skills better since I tend to be analytical and love math and Chemistry.

My parents are Born Again Christian pastors which in turn I basically spent all of high school in church. I have loved being in college and have really found who I am and learned more about myself and everything about myself. I thank God for everything I am but I feel like the best way to praise God is to enjoy life and make the most of everything that is offered than spend tons of time in church. Maybe my views will change as I get older but for now thats it.

That is a bit about me :)