10 Confessions ...

These are my Confessions... Part One

Okay So eh I don't have a cool name reference

So ten things not many people know

*with some side notes

1. I have recently discovered I have more than thirty pairs of shoes.

Up until recently discovering I am one of those people I judged them.

2. When I have money, it disappears, usually on clothes & food.

Shopping makes me happy, so does pedicures.

3. I had an obsession with Ice Cream at school. I have now converted it to fruit pops and Icees

I eat Ice cream when I am celebrating/happy/sad/depressed/bored... I have a problem

4. I am a klutz, recently as I was eating my hot dog the relish spilled on my phone. I can't hear anyone

This is my third cell phone (same one) in a year. #1. stopped working #2 .My mother washed it, then dryed it. I don't think I can get a new one.

5. When I was little I dreamed I would meet my true love when I was young

I hope I'm heading there :)

6. I wish I was thinner/had smaller boobs so I could wear flowy clothes with out looking pregnant/fat

I wish I could buy more accessories and clothes and get paid doing it, but for me no one else

7. I love looking through pictures/ photo albums. I think pictures all tell a story and it's just so eye appealing

If I see someone post some really cool pictures I like to look through the album. I'm NOT a Creep I swear. It's just pretty

8. Up until recently I still had the image of my mother knowing everything and everything she said was true. Even though many of her comments make me sound like I'm smart (yikes)

This summer I'm realizing she's been wrong alot, the lightbulb is not clicking, and memory is not all there. yea my mom is only 20 years older than me. This frightens me. '

9. My biggest fear is love, It's the best and scariest feeling to love so much knowing you can be so hurt. Actually I think the following are, because I trust who I love wouldn't hurt me.

Strong competetors

-Having a child before I have a finish college/have a career/go to Grad School/am married

- My parent's dying because I am 18, technically an adult, my brother and sister are 3 & . I could be their legal Guardian, oh gosh. . (hmm inspiration for other post_

10. I have discovered I am evil most of the time.

Sometimes I think of scenes where the people in front of me that are annoying trip and fall. Including the screaming little children

I laugh when people get physically hurt.

I am afraid to be a mom because I will laugh when my child falls.